Point Blank of Reality "Genjitsu"

Ups and Downs, Balance?

2011-12-13T08:01:00.000-08:00

Its been time since I blogged properly I guess. Especially about reality. Anyway here goes.

Recently my friend and I just discussed of the ups and downs of working life. Which ever part is it balanced? We often wonder where are the wonderful theories "You will get what you want if you work out as hardworking and smart" and "Hardwork pays it all". Things just does not seems like what it's suppose to be when you deliver yourself to the working society, the reality of life.

That's when you start to feel that work does not pay off anymore, you lose motivation, you no longer work as well as you suppose to be when you just started. (You can be in denial but try evaluating yourself. Got me? ^^)

But please do remind yourself that the HUMANs as we are often fall for the simplest sins that any man or women will make (And I don't mean LUST, and I do mean everyone just depending how well can you resist it; Even if a monk does not control well will also slighty fall in). What I meant is the word "ENVY". When the word envy kicks in, slowly one would feel threaten in some other way when it comes to work post related. SO what they do in return for your hardwork? I guess many would have many different type of return so I'm not in the position to list any.

Besides that fact, the other word called "Misunderstanding" also comes into place. Whether you like it or not, misunderstanding often happen. It just depends on how do you reduce the severity as well as handling it. I once heard this and I quote: "Misunderstanding. No matter who started a ruckus over a matter, there is no doubt that it your fault." Weird isn't it, but its true. Its something hard to avoid as we live in a world with many different people with different culture, different believes and etc. To make things a little clear for you guys, a joke can be a real laugh for one but can offend the other. Agree?

I guess it comes back to the point, how much more that we really need to work on in order to get the expected return? From what I said so far may seems endless, but living up your life and often keep in mind of the concept "give and take", never to be in excess, as well as looking things at the brighter side, slowly but surely you'll get the satisfaction you wanted, of course in various ways. You may not see it now, but you'll see it when people starts appreciating you.

Cheers.

Past & Old

2011-10-24T00:33:00.001-07:00

I once heard this: "Uncle, stop living and past tense anymore. Telling me past tense would not bring you anything."

in that instance I took my phone and sent this to my FB.

"The old age who reminiscence the past symbolizes the history of which should be remembered as a lesson, and not be treat as the PAST." - Nathaniel, 2011

Learn and absorb.....

Success

2011-10-23T21:43:00.000-07:00

What is success?

I guess this a question that many would have heard from any talks. Be it its from a talk show, a motivational talk, or even a talk in marketing companies. But what really is success?

Many said that in order to be successful, I must achieve what I want. For instance, MONEY!! (I believe many heard of this right?) But is it necessary that you obtained the money you need for the rest of your life, can then only bring you to success in life?

I've once heard many talks about success. But there is only a handful that actually caught my ear, and after analyzing them, I came to a stop. I found that many would not tell you further more.

The one i heard about being successful was a man of great ambitions, a man with visions to far and wide that many could not see. he once told me this when I had a chance to meet him.

"To be successful, its not just being able to obtain what you want or wish for, but is to be able to enjoy your life to the extend that you'll never regret, to feel the fulfillment in life you are living in even if you are not able to achieve the material things. To be successful, is to be able to live your life as yourself, to be original, and not by following shadows of whoever it may be. By then you'll understand, what is successful."

Hearing him say so, I understand one thing, that is:

"To be successful, one must not lose one self and never to part ways with the world, learning, absorbing and applying to yourself; wise up and appreciate what's left of yourself, enrich it and prosper."

Food for thought

2010-11-03T08:53:00.001-07:00

The feeling of envious might come when you see that people owns something that you want, thinking that people are luckier. Please do remember, whatever that you see may not be what you assume you see. Life is unfair people say, but it has been in it ways. Utilize what you have and not wish what you don't.

These are the sentences that I've just updated on my fb status. I tend to always remind myself these, but often we do see the same on others and they would whatever it takes to just do to achieve what they dream of. In the end? Suffering, not getting respect from others, complaining why others treat him/her and worst, parents who don't even want to believe their child anymore because of money. Funny? I beg to differ.

Things these days are really getting out of hand. Saying so, I know of a few person who even thinks that their parents should be giving them pocket money or sponsor them to buy a thing or go anywhere. The best part is, each parent should give and not as parents as one. Now how would you feel as a parent? Sad isn't it?

I'll give another example. People tend to always think that they do not have enough, their family aren't rich enough to provide them anything that other people have. And at last what they do? Imagine a kid, sitting down, whining like kid for not getting what their parents would give or buy. The worst, argue with parents and even fight with them or even rob their own parent.

Sadly these things often happen. Sadly, we humans are born with a feeling called envious. Though its not bad to be envious towards people, use it in a right way may fuel someone to work for a better future. The sad thing is, its often use the other way around.

I once watched videos of a man named Nick Vujicic. Now he is a great inspiration. You guys should watch it too. Great speech, great guy. I'll tell you why he is awesome. Look at the picture below.

I guess that picture can speak of everything huh? He can be most inspiring, most motivating speaker around. And who says you can't take yourself as an example? haha...

Anyway, thats all for now. Remember, be grateful with what you have now. Multiply, diversify, monopolize yourself and not to rely or cheat on others to achieve your dreams. ^^

the big day for me.... but....

2010-08-22T06:54:00.000-07:00

Today was suppose to be a big day for me... supposedly... My convocation I mean... I was happy, scared, nervous, and full of hope.

After the whole ceremony, well you can guess, the photo sessions and etc... I can't blame my parents for unable to take pictures for me as they already done their best to take good pictures of me in my attire...probably i'm just expecting too much... hoping to take more pics of myself for memories since I'm not really the type of person who fond of taking pictures of myself. Somehow I did not achieve what I wanted... not much pictures for myself to keep... Was hoping to print one out...1 dream crushed.

After a while of all the havoc-ness of walking about trying to make my mark in other's photo, hoping to be tagged more and more in Facebook, but still.... looks like I wasn't manage to do so...mission failed.

I thought of going out with friends today but it seems I feel so far from everyone... Its either i'm blocked myself out or I just failed to mix in with the others and to notice their plans because I wasn't able to locate my usual bunch. With my parents out thinking I should be having fun by then, I actually went out around alone... feeling blank, alone in a dark empty space... looks like I'm turning Lygo-kenophobia (fear of dark and empty spaces)... heart... broken.....

However hope is all not lost... good thing my sis was still able to come... and somehow got hold of my mom in KLCC and we just walked around the mall. Well, thats the end of my 'BIG' day....

Add-on to the previous post

2010-08-13T03:32:00.000-07:00

As what the title states, this is a add-on.

I forgot to say that whenever there is a problem in a relationship, no one should be blamed. Do you know why? Everyone is at fault. If not, it would not be called as a relationship anymore. Think about it, what is the true definition of the word relationship?

This is a common problem among couples these days, things aren't working out, one cheated the other, regardless its the male or female's fault it seems, both has made the error. There is such theory that goes "cause and effect". There must be a cause for things that happened. And that is what happening to most people out there, and that depends on how much they understand about this. But of course emotions got over what is rational, thus.... I guess you guys know what happen next right?

Sounds impossible and naive? Think about it. I've came to realise this, do you?

So next time you got yourself in such heap of a trouble, think before you act.

So long for now^^

Love, Relationship, and others(My POV)

2010-08-12T01:23:00.000-07:00

Had a nice discussion with my friends about love, relationship and each others thoughts about it, which triggers me to type on this post.

A romantic relationship. What is it anyway? Is it a relationship with love between both sides? The border-less care and love that is given and received? The feeling of not wanting to lose each other no matter what even that comes against them and to live happily ever after? Or just simply the use of the famous words of mouth "I Love You" that melts the heart regardless to a male or female?

If I say all the above are very common when it comes to dramas and movies or even stories, would you believe? and if I say that all these are just merely the foundation of a relationship that is bolded, CAPITALIZED, or whatever style to highlight, to exaggerate the importance of these key points till it misled many people, including me.

Lately I've came to realise these. Undeniably that these are important, however, like I've mentioned, they are just foundation for the love we seek in a relationship, and we can't depend on them solely. Besides the needs of these lovey-dovey, hocus-pocus, and etc, I realise that the need to think of the future of such relationship. Whether you want to proceed to be more serious in the relationship or not.

After more than 2 years of my relationship, I got to learn that there are also other things that are maintaining the relationship besides love. The commitment towards the relationship, the responsibility, the ability to overlook and overcome situations together, the thinking of seeking for a common goal, the protection (this does not mean guys for girls, also taken account for the other way because to be honest there are no such rights... sorry girls), the patience, the acceptance of each other weakness, and most importantly is the 'green light' in between each others family and friends.

I know of some would think that what I've stated above can be easily overcome by the word "Love". In reality, these only existed in dramas, movies and 'fairy tales' which tends to give the impression that Love can overcome all crap (forgive my choice of word) which eventually ends with "And they live happily ever after.... The End". But to be honest, you gotta be a rare case or you are highly protected where people won't want to do any harm to your relationship, regardless your gf/bf, husband/wife. Are you in that category?

The society now as so we are in and speak has different kind of people, some are kind, some who mocks. And these causes pressure to the romantic relationship, especially other type of relationship like friendship, family that have disagreements or conflicts of some sorts. The mental stress of not wanting to see each other to be hurt is the worst thing one can feel in a relationship, and that breaks the 'bridge' of couples in a romantic relationship regardless of the distance away from the problem because the problem is not solved. Love is not going to magically appear in front of the 'bridge' and say "Abra Kadabra" and turns everything fine, instead it just provide more time for the person to be hurt as those relationships especially family is as important as a romantic relationship. If you don't believe me, let me ask you this, IF you spouse and your family member/very dear friend drops into the ocean, and neither of them know how to swim, who would you save first? Its a double-edged sword I tell you, one judgement can cause a whole lot of difference and lots of damage mentally. And who say time heals? LOL

I'm not saying that anyone is naive, neither do I say I the "man" or "pro" in relationship issues, but rather i categorize myself as fortunate to be able to receive such exposure, experiences that I obtained and to witness examples as close as under one roof. Thus, i share what I know so that all of us can understand the needs and possibly realising what is hindering yourself from a wonderful relationship.^^

So long for now.... really long post I did huh...AGAIN.... XD... anyway, you are free to discuss, comment and even share you experience. Ja~

Food for thought....

2010-08-08T19:58:00.000-07:00

I guess I'm back with the topic about Subang-rians again. This time it hit me again.Well not directly though.

I believe that this is quite a new phenomenon, as many have yet to realise the existence of such issue. Or do we are just ignorant about such incidents as many have yet to experience things like this? More and more people out there have various prejudice and bad perceptions about us, and we are doing nothing about it.

The common reactions were:
1. It doesn't matter.
2. Aiya, Don't care lah.
3. I don't care. I am me, I don't care what they say. Their problem lah.

What we did not realise is that, everyone time we ignore this fact that these problem do exist, we are just running away, avoiding it. What many do not realise is that, we may withstand such issue or to refuse to acknowledge it, we are not able to solve the problem and may cause problems to the next generation.

Again, after what I've mentioned so far, I can predict the following reactions:
1. Cheh, think too much lah this person.
2. Crap. Illogical. BullS**t.
3. Amateur.
4. Etc.

But think to yourself again, will you be able to withstand such a problem? If your kids is experiencing such a problem, will you be able to teach them to get through such things? Are you sure that they can overcome it like you do? You sure that would not break down?

With such points, I believe all of us regardless where you are from have to power to change this if everyone of us realise about this. Not just acknowledge, but to also change what is the root of the problem.

For instance, I've just met this problem recently, and because of this my dear girlfriend is afraid of Subang-rians. A simple error in the webpage, a misunderstanding, an accusation and an attitude = problem for me that is totally hard to solve. If these things were to carefully thought off before advancement of the step misunderstanding, all things are done. But there are some certain thing about Subang-rians, even I do admit I was once like this, that has caused me whole lots of problem. Who is feeling all these? Me, who is stuck in the middle. And only a handful would truly understand this situation.

To add on, (so that I don't seemed bias...LOL) this is the same like how we thought of people from rural regions when we see them looking blur when dealing with things in the urban city. We tend to comment, and even mock and laugh at them. But if you were to be in their shoes, how would you feel? Food for thought...

Status update & Life

2010-05-11T10:14:00.000-07:00

My Facebook status update: "What you are able to learn throughout the years does not make you knowledgeable, instead it depends on how much you implement what you learn, the mistakes you made out of it, and most importantly recognise, admit, remember, and most importantly not to repeat the same mistake again. Share your mistakes and learn from others mistakes is what makes you filled with contents of life."

What I just shared is the concept that I implemented in my life after all the "bumps" I faced in my life so far.... And so far, I'm still learning to get it fully incorporated in my life as a life concept and to determine if you are knowledgeable or not and not being boastful that I wish to share and pass on to the next generation. ^^

I may have been labelled as a Subang-rian, a person from a society where boastful, exaggeration, and being fanatic is part of life, not to mention labelled as a rich brat or "败家子" to the Chinese society. I admit, I may have crosses the line somehow between the term proud/pride and boastful, but in actual fact, what I say is what I do. Offended some people I may did, but I do not let my ego hold me back from seeking apologies and admitting my mistakes. These are the facts of who I am. To me, labeling or branding is a life process which anyone of us have to go through, but whether would it affects us deeply or not depends on our very own self-esteem that we rely on in our daily lives. No one can crush one's self-esteem, only you can let yourself destroy it. Undeniably, it would affect us somehow, but if we stand strong about ourselves, getting through it would not make you learn something valuable about life, and your "assets" for life, knowledge.

This is how I learn to be strong, this is how I got through these year, and I shall continue to learn and improve more despite all the "bumps" in life I meet. I do not imply that I'm knowledgeable, but its just my chance I get to learn these and through sharing of such experiences and hopefully everyone and learn and able to get through any situations that are similar. To those who I'm referring to, you'll understand. Cheers.

Exams

2010-05-02T05:10:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow shall mark the day of the war for my final year final semester as a Biomedical Science student... nervous...panicked... but what to do.... I still don't think I'm well prepared... no choice... have to move on... and shall I head to the examination hall with the faith in my heart and scream... MMMMMMAAAAAAARRRRRRRRSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Piece of mind

2010-01-24T01:06:00.000-08:00

Life is like outline of a masterpiece, white with black lines, dull enough, marking our inexperience, naive. Instead of letting it be, why not colour it with the colours that you like? ^^

Upset

2009-12-28T07:55:00.000-08:00

"some times, its quite sad to have your actions to be suspicious even if its meant to keep yourself from being in a losing situation. Most of the time is ignorable, but this time it hurts bad."

This is the sentence that got my into brain ever since an incident happened. I know its my fault, I know it wrong to ask. But I'm just trying to avoid any mistakes from happening. If this are lost in between, I have nothing to refer to, nor do I have the proof that I've done things right. If its done wrongly, who am I suppose to go to?

If I have a choice given in the same situation, I would have done the same thing again. Selfish? I don't know. Honestly, I was weighing between my lost and other's. I thought the understanding in between would resolve any conflict, though knowing myself something would happen but I just gave it a shot. Looks like now, its still ended up a bit sour. My situation, I wish some would actually understand a little more in depth, but assumption are more than it is to many. Even so, I would just give a friendly face, and even give a helping hand no matter how deep he/she throws me in a deep pit of trouble or suffers.

No, I'm not pointing fingers to anyone. Its just the same thought that got me sometimes. I've been weighing my self importance to others at times. In today's society, its not wrong to think so, but if others would to do the same thing, they would eventually think differently. Its a cause and effect world out there people say, if you don't do this, you'll get the other. Sometimes, decisions like these spoils relationships and sometimes the mental damage. The funny thing is, I don't even know which to choose, to harm others or to save self?

I've been nagged, scolded when I was a kid, and lectured when I was teenager of the same matter. I was always told that I have a big 'example' in front of my eyes, everyday of what not to do, but in the end I got myself hurt, no one knows of the existence of such problem, others happy, life goes on. Easy isn't it for others? But if it's the other way around, relationships are hurt, things goes bad, things doesn't goes on well. In either ways, I'm hurt.

If one is in my shoes, I'm not surprise if self is given more weigh than others. Reasons? Who wants to be in the giving end? Some may not feel it now, but when time comes you would. Everyone wishes others to understand them, but would those others take the step to understand others first? That's the main question.

Upset as I am now, I do not wish to upset anyone in this post. I'm sorry if I offended anyone in this post.

Long post after a long time away from blogging. Long time to read for readers. and so Long for now. Nites~

of tiramisu and cheese cake.....

2009-10-29T19:46:00.000-07:00

i found this sentence when i was finding the meaning of both tiramisu and cheese cake. "Did you know that the literal meaning of Tiramisu is ‘pick-me-up’ and that Venetian courtesans used to eat it before their gentlemen arrived for the evening because they believed it would give them the energy to make love all night?” when i found out about it i was like...whoa!!! i noe lah 'pick me up' but energy to make love? XD

Tiramisu, did I miss you....haha....really i dont know how i came out wif it...but thx ya dat i post it up ur blog...haha....i'm not really dat good in words de leh... XD
but really, when ever u think of the meaning of tiramisu, take me away, werent u thinking of someone? missing someone? XD dats wat i think lah^^

cheese cake....hmmm....nothing much besides sweet from outside, sticks in the mouth, melts on the tongue....tongue, heart of taste...thus meaning indirectly melts in the heart... whoa! though only something that short but is enough i guess... melts in the heart or melt the heart? XD thats all dat i found bout the meanings...haha to anyone who read this n would like me to add something bout it just comment in this post n i'll add it on^^

Busy..

2009-10-21T17:34:00.000-07:00

ZzzzZZzzZZzZzZzzZZZZ................busy busy.....FYP-ing.... ARGH.....I need inspirations!!!!!!!...><

pics of the day

2009-10-09T20:11:00.000-07:00

one update....I'm learning phtography...haha

Back but with no new hitz yet

2009-10-08T09:27:00.000-07:00

YO!!! i'm back after working hard for my semester....hopefully it pays off.... anyway..nothing much to update yet...not really don't have, but more like too much till the point i forgot what I wanna update...haha...

Anyway, I'm starting a new section in this blog... It's called the "my picture of the day"

I'm no photographer, but just someone who is interested to learn more bout it... My pics ain't nice but I'll keep learning...haha.... the following I took it with my dad's Nikon CoolPix S200... I saw this kid looking at all these guitars so i decided to take his pic though I'm high up above

Actions and Responsibility

2009-07-27T14:15:00.000-07:00

Finally, I'm able to post here again....been busy try to catch up with my own studies...haha...

For the past few days, 3 news caught my attention.
1. The lost of Yasmin Ahmad
2. Case of Teoh Beng Hock
3. Barrack Obama's apology

I will not discuss anything about the truth and facts of each cases, neither am I going condemn or post something inappropriate. Instead, I'm going to comment about the reaction of people around about the cases.

First of all, I would like to send my condolences to the family of Yasmin Ahmad. She was a wonderful and inspiring person. Lively as she was, she had contributed much in the movie industry as well as many of the popular advertisements under the name of Petronas. When I thought I could get my opportunity to meet her face to face, it faded. Well, I guess it ain't my luck huh... But truly, she is a real treasure of Malaysia and I'm proud if her as a Malaysian.

I remember, past few days, when I came across my friend's facebook status regarding on the sad news of Yasmin Ahmad, someone actually commented that my friend is ignorant on the case of Teoh Beng Hock, which in turn leads my second topic, case of Teoh Beng Hock. I will not mention the name who commented the status, but I would like to highlight the importance of responsibility towards the action that one is going take.

Have you ever wonder or thinking twice of the consequences that would bound to happen for the action you are about to make?

The particular person who commented on my friend status says that how we are ignoring the fact of the case of Teoh is totally reluctant and has no guts nor the bravery to stand up for the cause. Sadly to say, many people has the same kind of mindset for such a sensitive issue. I'm not pro-government nor am I anti-government, but in my opinion, IF one can be responsible for what-ever that had happened including plunging the country into chaos, I don't see what is wrong with doing so provided its on the correct cause.

This has seems to be a major problem in the world. For many to think, they will just do what they think is right without taking into the account of what might happen next, and when things happen after quite sometime then the responsibility is pushed away, neglecting the responsibility. This is the reason of the happenings in many third world country and also to the countries which were in chaos, causing death to many. The last thing that we ever need is another May 13th incident to be happening.

As for example, my third point, Barrack Obama apology towards the police after what he has done, even for a person with such power like him. It is not because of guilt, it is not because that he was forced to, but its because of the responsibility for the thing he has cause due to the action that took.

In short, if what you've started, even it has happened for quite sometime since your last action, has become the spark of tragedies and incidents, please do be responsible for it. If not you are just a normal human who just follows instincts which might cause the life of many.

Cheers^^

Happy Father's Day

2009-06-21T08:33:00.001-07:00

For a day like this...I only think of how much my father has done his part of being a parent. He may not be the perfect father, but among the things that most fathers do, he has done several things that has out-done any father out there, he has the perfect side for those he is able to achieve for us, not to mention his tremendous patiences and sense of humour. For that, I wish my dad, happy father's day. Dad, I Love You!!

Dream come true

2009-06-21T06:31:00.000-07:00

Yes....it is who you think it is in the picture...from the left: My mom, Tun M, Me, and my sis.

today....i've been granted a wish....a wish that not one normally usually get....its to meet up with one of the most respectful person in Malaysian history, Tun M, our ex-Prime Minister...whoa.....happy I am...never once i dreamt te day would actually come true....This morning i got myself up at 6.30am just to go all the way to Putrajaya to meet up with him....and what's best...I manage to take a photo with him.....and with my mom and sis as well^^ well....i can say that besides my dad, he is my role model. Despite his age, he still has this really quick mind, and not many is able to out-smart him.... I guess that's what it takes to be a great leader huh...^^ I hope i get as lucky as today....*peace*

The following are the pictures i took at Putrajaya.

The Meaning of Friendship

2009-06-11T21:28:00.000-07:00

"Friendship....what does it really mean?"

This a question asked by one of my friend, depressed and sad over the situation that who she have thought to be her best friend has done something that is showing none the less being less sincere as a friend.

"What does it takes to be a friend?" This should be the question, i felt. Sometimes don't you ever felt that you could find a book with the title: "Dummies guide to be a Good Friend." or even "Dummies guide to True Friendship" and pass to the person who you thought as a good friend that has done something a friend shouldn't have done?

I had my Toxicology tutorial last Wednesday and my lecturer had something that is really true about having friends. "A good friend is the one who stabs u in front while makes you feel good, changes you. The one who acts in front and stabs you on the back is not a friend." Though questioned myself why does she ever use the word stab...haha....

Anyway its quite true, a true friend will never do anything bad to you or even neglect you, they would tell you straight at the face on your problems and at the same time advices and helps you on the way. A true friend will never forgets a friend, and will ask their friend for anything though the chances might be slim without even a second thought. A true friend will never forgets a friend when there is something worth sharing and would not both about their status and ranking in this "dog bites dog" society. True friends will look after each others back, help each other and never once abandon one no matter how bad is he or she.

Well, that is practically what i think a true friend should be. Not just fulfilling one criteria i mentioned but all has to be done at all times, never once forget or neglect. Now, let me ask you a question, "Are you really a True Friend to your friends? Did you fulfill what has to be done?" Don't have to answer me but to yourself^^

One word of advice to end this blog: Be truthful to your friends^^ Cherish them

Me and the other...Me

2009-06-06T08:40:00.000-07:00

Probably not everyone of you that would actually wonder why do you question yourself in some certain situation, no matter is calmly or when you feel the frustration in you. Even if you do wonder, don't worry, it's not that you are insane or anything, you are still human. It is questions like these that makes anyone of us sane.

Have you ever encounter in a situation where you question yourself with questions that contradict with each other? Well..some maybe yes...some no....or some even...I dunno.... but anyway...this post is all bout' you argue-ing with yourself... not the one with Jeff Dunham & his many puppets act... XD

Well, I think it certainly did happen to anyone of us at a certain part of our life, i'm no exception. Things that had happened lately had made it worst till the day I was literally waken up by my friends....Frustrating indeed at first...but i'm not giving up, not even to the other me who keeps reminding myself of the negetive thoughts....NEVER SHALL I LOSE... >.<...

Okay...back to reading journals...lol....

ps: lacking of ideas to write on...lol....if anyone has a topic for me to talk about do tell me ya^^

My thoughts on Life should be...

2009-04-20T05:41:00.002-07:00

I know some would want to

,

,

or switch off the

of life when they could not with-stand the pressure or problems of life.

As for me, I rather

my mistakes, take

of my life,

to a better life style, attitude and what-so-ever to

into from where we fall off and continue at where we left undone. ^^

Having my finals coming, i had my notes all piled up, or what it looks like to me XP,

for me to brace for the upcoming exams^^

I wish all of my fellow coursemates, and all my fellow friends from other courses, as well for my juniors (in case they get jelous...LOL) Good Luck!

True? False? Right? Wrong?

2009-04-07T17:56:00.001-07:00

Everyone knows the definations to these words, but is it really what it meant from it defination?

All these while, we were trained to accept what is told be as the truth or false as how any other people think it is. No matter it is about experiences, studies and etc. What if one day, you were told what-ever you have learnt to accept so far, what-ever we have thought is right, is true, is wrong, false, incorrect is not what it is? What happen if you were told that the truth isn’t true and the false isn’t false? Will you just learn to accept it again, ‘rewrite’ what-ever that it is in your brain without further questions? Or will you stay stagnent unable to accept the new facts as it is, and reject it? Or will you wonder, try to ponder, confused, circulating around with your thoughts, thinking which is truly true? Ultimately, what IF I tell you, whats around you isn’t really real? What will you do?

We are supreme beings with the capability to decipher ourselves on what is true and what is false. Everyone of us has a different thought about it, thus no factor are able to control us. What-ever truth that we are being told are the just a small portion of it, the rest are for yourself to discover. No one else can tell you what is true besides yourself. Thats reality. Cheers. ^^v

Ps: Anything else that is fun or what is stated as a fact, there is the what people called as the greatest invention ever, GOOGLE. LOL

Life is like a road

2009-03-29T04:56:00.000-07:00

Thanks to Lee Peng, I got something new to post. Quite a question asked by her. "How would you relate this picture to life?" Well Lee Peng, I hope you won't mind me posting this up since you asked me. Hehe....

Life is just like a road leading to an unknown destination. The destination is determine by the different crossroads that we meet along the way. Each choice you make, opens new path ahead of you, new destination. Like in the picture, tarmac roads seems smooth at first, just like how we live our lives under the protection of our parents. But as time passes by, the nice, new pavement road turns to be a little rocky, a little rough and sometimes holes. These are just mere obstacles that we have to face, and remember the destination is always waiting for you to reach. For years, human have invented cars for a smoother journey down the road. These are just like how we would want to improve in life, to work for it, to think of it and to understand for a smoother journey down to the destination in life. So, no matter how harsh is life to you and to anyone of us, I just want you to know, that each and everyone of us are here, as long we work it out, and cherish every moment in life, be grateful that you are alive in this beautiful Earth, walking down a road with obstacles and that we will face it together for the destination we have been trying to reach out. ^^ Cheers

Things that caught my eye during the 60 Earth Hour '09 event at CapSquare, KL

2009-03-28T22:05:00.003-07:00

There several pictures that i took during my presence in the Earth Hour '09 event. Visit my facebook album to check it out^^

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=68742&id=651647631&l=2545417191

Vote EARTH! Go GREEN!

2009-03-28T17:47:00.001-07:00

Yes, you saw the title right. I typed this post in conjunction with the Earth Hour ’09 that was held yesterday, 28th of March, at CapSquare, KL. (Well, the title was influnced by Puteri with “Vote Earth” and Joey G, who was the speaker of the event with “Go Green”.) That night, Joey G asked the audiences a very typical yet crucial question, what it means to “Go Green”? He has said that beside switching of the lightings and reducing the usage of electricity a day, there are also other means like not littering, not to waste of water to preserve Mother Earth and etc etc. Those are just the normal ways of people around us do things to be “green”. To think of it again, what it really means to “Go Green”?

I had a friend who asked me this similar question again right after the event. Obviously some would just answer the same like how Joey G said. “But think again do you really know what it means to “Go Green” and what it meant by “Go Green”?” said my friend. After hearing this, I knew want to know something more. (Actually he just needed help in his assignment. LOL) Well, this is what I explained to him.

The colour green to us represents the land, the environment, the very habitat of the very beings like us stay in the heart of our great Mother Earth. The green could represent the very simple cell of an organism to the largest tree on Earth. It was the greens that we as humans have our very basic materials to build our own shelter. It was the greens that to many have thought to bring peace in mind. It was the greens that build up the very foundation of the many cures to the disease as well as for the future of anti-cancer drugs. It was the greens that has been a great habitat for the vast population of various kinds of animals. The very green itself states the primary state of the looks of our lands that is now a tale to tell to many of the countries to their nations’ children. Would you want it to be the same for you in the future?

Without the greens, our Mother Earth would looks as bare from space. The lost of many flora and fauna would eventually become a part of the museum or even just in a book, noting as a story to tell to the following generations ahead of what it looks like. We are not selfish beings who only care for ourselves, we are beings created with interlectual abilities who are able to think of what is best for us as well as for the best of our future generations ahead. You wouldn’t want your children to suffer. You don’t even want you, yourself to suffer from the countless why as well as the countless answer to give to your children, to explain of all the lost environment that we once have. Besides, you don’t want to stroll around the park wearing special made suits and mask. Am I right? Hehe

Go Green to me would mean to vanquish of whatever source that might cause such a tragedy in the future and to do something that might eventually lighten the burden for the recovery of our beloved Mother Earth. You don’t want Mother Earth to do something to us like in the movie “The day after tomorrow” right? It is an act to repay what Mother Earth has gave us, it is to repent of the things that we have taken for granted, it is going towards a goal of restoring the “Green” part of the world, not just for you, or for me. Its for everyone and everything on Earth. Vote Earth! Go Green!

For more information, check out the Earth Hour website for Malaysia. Support the movement of Earth Hour

What is a MAN/LADY?

2009-03-06T06:49:00.000-08:00

Whoa....volley of posts....haha...third one and on going....anyway this is also another request.

I was asked this question, what is a man to me and vice-versa.

Haha....well...what is a man....Biological wise, a man is a male human who has over gone the part called puberty and gained maturity. But to many out there, what does a real man really mean? A guy who is able to be doing everything without any help? A guy who is able to fight off anyone in a fight and save a gal like in stories? A guy who is able to lead people? or is it a guy who is able to deal with peoples problem?

haha...since i was ask to publish my opinion, then i shall do so.

For a man/lady to be a MAN/LADY, the following has to be achieved:
1. Be yourself to no matter to anyone, but be ready to accept changes.
2. Put down your ego. (reality wise, non is able to do so.)
3. Able to take care of yourself as well as others but never force yourself to go through tough times.
4. Admit your weakness and change it whenever needed.
5. Be proud of who you are.
6. Most important, believe in the you that those who love that believe you. *winks*

To me, if you are able to do so, then you are the MAN/LADY!!! ^^

Story of $25 from Liv jie

2009-03-06T06:46:00.000-08:00

A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door.

SON: 'Daddy, may I ask you a question?'
DAD: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the man.
SON: 'Daddy, how much do you make an hour?'
DAD: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the man said angrily.
SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'
DAD: 'If you must know, I make $50 an hour.'
SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down.
SON: 'Daddy, may I please borrow $25?'

The father was furious, "If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities."

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.
The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?
After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down , and started to think:
Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $25 and he really didn't ask for money very often.
The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.

"Are you asleep, son?" He asked.
'No daddy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.
"I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier" said the man.
"It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the $25 you asked for."
The little boy sat straight up, smiling. "Oh, thank you daddy!" he yelled.

Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.
The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.
The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father.

"Why do you want more money if you already have some?" the father grumbled.
"Because I didn't have enough, but now I do," the little boy replied.
"Daddy, I have $50 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you."

Be you...Just you

2009-03-06T04:44:00.000-08:00

This is a request from one of my friend who wanted to open the eyes of someone they treasure about the importance of living their life as their own.

Was walking down the street, minding my own business and accidentally eavesdropping into someone's conversation, probably talking to a friend or so... But yet talking about something very similar to what most people these days talks about...."I wish I can be like someone else...."

Years back I had wished for the same thing, like the saying goes, "the grass is always greener on the other side". I had a friend, who always wanted to be like his idols like anyone else, till it had been some kind of a nuisance to most of the people out there. Obviously to a point, trying to be someone that you are not would only bring yourself to bitter point of life if you could not achieve it. Its not wrong to put someone you idolize to set as a goal to achieve, don't get me wrong...hehe....but its just that don't get consumed by it.

To kinda think back, if it wasn't because of some of my friends and me, I couldn't imagine what is the future of him. The thing i remembered so far on that incident was a punch on the face and told him this, "SHUT UP AND LIVE ON YOUR OWN LIFE YOUR OWN WAY, NOT OTHERS. THERE CAN ONLY BE ONE *****(name of idol not mentioned), AND ONLY ONE YOU!" Bold? but true enough, good thing that got him back to reality.

We've seen enough from the world around us, the news and what ever it is that we manage to get our hands to. Someone just trying to be someone else, for instance for gals to be following how a model work their lives, living in their own lives, spending and even to the point of pursuing the "ultimate" body figure and getting the perfect boyfriend and etc etc. I remember there was a news on gals getting into slimming pills just to be like Paris Hilton or the Olsen Twins, besides pills they even became anorexic, vomiting every piece of things out of the mouth after they are in. Life-threatening leh* (Typical Malaysian Chinese style of speech).

The bottom line is, why bother being someone you are not? People would not appreciate someone who couldn't even live up to their own life. Is there any fun to it being someone else? What will you do if you manage to achieve without being in one piece? What will you do if you were able to achieve it? End your life? Get angry about it and hate yourself? Come on, you must have realize there is a reason why you are given a name by your parents. I remember i asked my mom once, I only remember she told me that there can only be one person to have such a name, her son of hers^^ (Chinese name so can be easily differentiated but same goes to all other names no matter race or culture). Besides, living like someone else, from my point of view, its kinda boring, living your own life to the max with your own creation to your wonderful life....ain't that even better? XD

To that person...like the famous sentence from Russell Peters..."You! Be a MAN! Do The Right Thing!" She likes the person that you are and not the you that imitates someone else.^^ Cheers

Believe in yourself

2008-12-02T10:17:00.000-08:00

*"look like a bloody gay...lol"

Hello & welcome again in to my realm right at the point blank of reality...lol...to frequent readers, I would like to say my many thanks for "staying tune"..haha.. as for the new readers, welcome and please do comment and give your name^^

With no further delay, let me say about this really boring, yet a topic that has yet to inspire people to be so. Yes...it's bout believing yourself. Sounds simple, yet sometimes its not something easy to achieve especially with certain situations like....people not trusting you or probably you've failed in something for several times and you were asked to do it again.

Well, the best example that people give these days as motivation is nothing more than upcoming President of the United States of America, Barrack Obama. Hey, no doubt he is a great man that he made it thru this elections but did you know the harsh comments and strong opposition. Why? look at him....His Black. That's the word, black. The US has been known for its discrimination towards colours, well, last time...haha...But look at it now, it was he that won the election, with plenty of supporters.

When i listened to his speech, it wasn't what he said in his speech that made me wanted to support him (of course, i can't vote for him), but it was the self confidence, the amount of believe that he gave himself that inspired people to believe in the changes that he could bring, the many crisis that he stumble upon them and make them disappear. That's the thing that made people believe in him.

I used to be one of the kind of people who never believed in myself in doing anything, in the end, I couldn't achieve anything. No doubt when try you might fail again, but for sure, everytime you try there is a chance that you will succeed, as what the saying of the Chinese says, everything has it's balance like yin and yang. If you don't try, you'll get no chance instead. So, which is better?^^

For another example, Nick Vujicic, which was introduced to by Belle. Now, that's a real man i tell you. I guess by looking at the video clip that I add below, you'll understand why I say so.

Do you get why you need that believe in yourself already? Well like Nick says be thankful with what you have. Because if you bad, you don't worth anything, then....what about him?^^

Think about it my friends. Take your time, look around you and learn to absorb^^ Like Nick said, Don't just wish, do it!! haha...which reminds me of the first movie of the Matrix. Morpheus told Neo, "Don't try to hit me and hit me." Get me? ^^

YES Man

2008-11-29T08:09:00.000-08:00

No no no...don't get this title wrong...it ain't the same as the topic before... This is basically based on what I saw in the trailer for the movie 'YES' or 'Yes Man' from imdb.com, which it's main actor is carried by Jim Carrey.

Well, to be honest, from the first looks of it, it seems like another humour movie which we probably laugh our heads off knowing nothing at all like the old school flick acted by Jim Carrey. But to kinda think of it....how many or to some, how much (superbly in plurality...lol, no such words though) times that we say the word 'No' and how unlikely for us to say the word 'Yes'? well, in general, anything that comes to you...

In the trailer, Carl Allen (Jim Carrey) has the most negative characteristics and has always use the famous word of all....'No'...till he met Terrance Bundley (Terrance Stamp) who challenged him to say the word 'Yes' without saying any 'No' for a full year to everything...(to be honest, can't be to anything lah...haha...it would be purely stupid...sorry for the ill manner, anyway that's not the main point ^^)... At the part of the trailer which when he started to notice the changes in his life towards the positive side. This is where it had struck me. This is the point where we should change, this is the turning point, or at the very least, the U-turn towards a better, healthier lifestyle.

But seriously, have you really count on how many 'Yes' that you've said so far towards any opportunity or to any situations even talking to your friends or your own child?

As much as studies has made, the word 'Yes' is the most popular, positive word to everyone. But yet, as one ages, the lesser the word have been used, especially during times these days when everything is a risk, everything seems like as is its life threatening. Anything can cause thing to change inside out.

Even if it's so, why not take it as a change for the best instead for the worst?^^ this is the same logic used when someone asked you to look a glass filled with water, whether it is half full or half empty.

What i'm trying to say here is, give yourself a chance to be positive, give yourself a chance by just saying the word 'Yes'. Who knows, you might even have your very own life change for the best and having yourself to live your life to the max and enjoy it^^

so....Would you think you're life is like a glass half full or half empty? ^^ Do tell me ya...

Something to take note of...

2008-10-29T10:34:00.001-07:00

(making the scene as if like in the cave from the matrix show....walking to the stage is me..not Morpheus..haha.. XD) Silence!!!! Hear me!!!

I shall say something that not many people like us or even younger that know anything about it... I believe that most of our parents are concern of the same thing....what is it? What is it that they are afraid of? Do you know? DO YOU KNOW EXACTLY????

People....hear me....what's most important now its the economics....the finance systems...and the other thing that people want it the most MONEY!!!! The section you all skip the most when we are reading the newspapers...what we read are just the normal news....the entertainment news and probably a bit of the world news....but how many has yet to bother about the current situation of the world's economics...

Yes!!! I'm taking about the current economic meltdown.... Does anyone know about the impact and how woould affect us? Do You All Know What's Gonna Happen If We Don't Do A Thing To Improve...To Understand?

I urge u all to seek for information....Make yourselfclear of the situation....Make yourself understand what's going on...Be aware..Be prepared as this will go on till the day we graduate and the 'best' things has yet to come...

People...follow me and lets make people understand of the current status....follow me and come with a campaign to help people around us to be aware to make us suit for the 'better' world ahead... WHO'S WITH ME? WHO'S WITH ME?!!!!

Do more than what I say

2008-10-22T09:11:00.000-07:00

I went back to UTAR to get some books to study a bit during the holidays.... sad case eh? people wanting to be away from books but yet I still get books to read... I came across this book in the library....the title reads...

you read it...PLEASE DON'T JUST DO WHAT I TELL YOU!

When i read this title, it just smack right at the face...like WHOA!!! ain't kidding man...this book is good... This is something what most leaders, bosses or whatever high level ranking in management wants from their underlings.... Do more than just what they are suppose to do....

This is no different from our daily lifes too... do more not less nor the same par... truely soemthing that i've learnt during the last sem which pays off...well..thats all for now...check out that book if you even come across to it....i tell you..its a good one^^

Oops...mistake....

2008-06-19T08:56:00.000-07:00

Yeah...like how my title spells....a mistake, a man-made error of what i meant by the meaning of a 'stand-alone complex'....probably i was just finding a more suitable, bombastic words to replace the word 'independent'.... but yeah...we still could not get away from the fact of what the real meaning of what this 'stand-alone complex' really stands for....

a 'stand-alone complex'...actions of individuals creating a seemingly concerted effort...initially it really seemed rather unrelated for some events but yet similar in some ways, actions or thoughtsthough sometimes its just unknown why do we use it at times...that's stand-alone complex....

How should I put it? hmmmm.... basically the title Anonymous....its part of the stand-alone complex that i'm trying to highlight... You don't know when, where or most importantly who really started with this title or name 'Anonymous'...basically it can just be anyone.... well there is still many more of how to explain what 'stand-alone complex means' will tell once i get more info...but for now...yeah....that's the brief idea of it^^

Changes

2008-06-16T06:11:00.000-07:00

haha....i'm back...but this time i'm not going post something new...but rather repost something that i've posted somewhere else...so read and hope that you will understand....

I was browsing thru my friendster...which eventually i read my blogs that i once typed in my friendster... one that caught my eyes was da one rite after the general election....i wondered why did i blogged thr and not here....but anyway...to those who did not noe bout it..here it is...

Changes...its what everybody wants...changes in every aspects of life...But if you want a change, why don't work it out yourself instead of relying on people to do it for you, or change their course of their lives for you while you just shake your legs around...

This words came from my mind after a mixture of thoughts. Thoughts? What thoughts? Probably it seems a little weird for a person like me to actually think much about a matter, but then it just came out from my mind. My mom just described to me how people complain in the office of the new DUN. The things they complain, its not something that can't be done by their own hands, but why not do it themselves? Reason is simple, "It's their job to do it for us, let them do their job." From that are you telling me we have no responsibility at all into improving our own place? Our own habitat?

That's just as an example. People tend to rely on others to do changes while not doing anything themselves. Sad to say, I've meet up with some future adults which acted the same way which i mentioned. Don't meet up with their criteria? You're out! Not bloody welcomed anymore. Not much of the use to them anymore. Don't have to look at politics to see this kinda situation. It's known that some make friends to make sure that they change for the better and more, but some just misuses the needs of the change and hurt people when use of the friend has a purpose. A purpose once reach it limits then off you go. That's not what its suppose to be.

Some might think...a person will not change anything. For me, a person can change his/her self and eventually change the world itself. So change what you are able to change, don't leave for others. (ps: blogging in the middle of the night really ain't good...XD feeling sleeping liao...tata~~)

Changes....isn't something that everyone wants? like i posted before...everyone wants changes from almost every aspects...if its bad,v wan it good....if it's good, v wan it to be better... be as v noe...changes doesn't just come and does miracles for us for FREE... it doesn't just come knocking on your doorstep..."helloooo....changes is here..." well...if it does, i think most of us will freak out...coz v can't c changes physically.... XD (catch my drift? u can't c changes....if u can't c...whr is da voice coming from?)

I forgotten to add something after i posted the blog on friendster...well of coz after i read it only i notice....well...there is one more point dat i didn't mention in the blog... the thing is this....in our society...well to most of us now, campus life.... ppl tend to grumble at someone else bout ppl's lifestyle...the way ppl live....the way ppl bring themselves up...honestly speaking, i used to be one of dat kind of ppl...but now...i'm da one being discussed among ppl in my campus...not many ppl understand my way of living my life....but because of some certain individuals...some actually hated me and even condamned my style...the "best" ever comment so far...'tong...u r hopeless... get a life...change urself.." well...knowing this, i think most ppl if were to meet up wif such 'comments' they would get real mad n angry at things n etc,etc... well...knowing my old self....i would hav trashed the person...haha...but now..actually accepted it...i changed but i dont change for their sake...i didn't change to suit their taste... i change for the better me...a me which i am comfortable wif n i believe many r too... u c...wats most important in life about changes in ppl around u...is not about wanting ppl to change just suit your taste....(well if everyone change to be da same...isn't it gonna be boring? then wat for v r different from each other once born?) the important thing is changing urself to understand and to accept wat ppl say and how they live n etc, etc...coz if u keep wanting ppl to change for ur opinion and if the person doesn't change isn't gonna be frustrating...n like dat...a friendship would just be ruined....so..y bother doing so? ^^

so...change..for urself...towards the society...towards future ahead...n most importantly...comfortable wif urself....n mayb..if u r lucky..someone who is feeling comfortable wif who u r would just come along^^

The 'yes' man...

2008-06-14T19:05:00.000-07:00

The first time i heard of this term, i was like..."what the....what's that suppose to mean?" But from what it sounds like...I realise that the meaning is actually very simple....a person who only says yes... At one point of the view, its good...But when it comes to hierarchy of power and authorities in certain aspects, its no longer what is suppose to seems like...to the chinese, its called "cleaning/polishing people's shoes"...when it comes into decision making and just follow with what people thinks you should do without thinking twice whether you should do or not....to people, its called brainless..(please excuss me for my rudeness, just being straight-forward^^ hope you don't mind)

For me, I won't do anything much but only to tell them....every single one of us are just like computer's operating system....Which what we known as stand-alone systems....We are like computer AIs...learn what we learn, digest them but analyse them at the same time too....we are given brains to think, to analyse and also to act to out thought, which ever is rational and for the good of us....

I've watched Ghost-in-the-Shell...well...practically, so far of what i've watched, i've understand this point...with a certain degree of confidence and faith in yourself....we are able to make a difference for ourselves if we are able to think and do things on our own... and just being a 'yes' man/girl or whatever it is... aren't like computers which some of the programs act on reponses and commands... but like what i've mentioned...we aren't like computers...we are all stand-alone complexes....we are able to stimulate, find answer, find solutions, able to think for what is rational to our bodies ourselves....that's what makes us complicated, makes us differ from almost anything else in this world...

WAKE UP! WAKE UP i say...keep yourself together....non of us are follower who only blindly say yes....we are not people who just follow other's opinion blindly....we aren't born to be followers...that's what i can say.... What i meant as stand-alone complex is that no matter what it is, we are still able to move on with or without people's support.... We live up to our own lives and not living on others nor people living to us...we are able to descriminate what's good and what's bad for us.... That's what i meant by stand-alone...

I urge those who thinks of the status of where placing whoever beside us to be controlled or to control others as you think to change your way of thinking, and relate yourself more to reality....this world is full of this phrase... "What goes around, comes around"...

You don't need to have the abilities nor the capabilities of being a leader to do so....you are a leader of your own...only your are able to be firm and to change your and only yourself...the rest is up to others....to do for themselves....do not try to push nor do not try to harm others when trying to persuade them to follow you....act on yourself before thinking acting on others... in a rude manner... "Mind Your Own Business"...

Well..back into studying my microbiology for tomorrow's quiz....JA~~ ^^

Reality SUX!!!

2008-05-10T01:19:00.000-07:00

'REALITY SUX!!!!!!' Don't anyone just hates it that way....many people at least at a point will actually hate their own life till they really wanna give up... well....i can't really deny that i've had this kind of thinking before....but since i'm able to survive up till now (which i used to think that it's a miracle for me...wahaha XD), so i shall share a little of how to make your life a little more better than what you're experiencing now^^ Don't get me wrong...i'm not giving advice nor instructions on how to live on your life...i'm just merely telling you my side of the story and hope that you are able to get something from it^^

hmmm...how shall I start then....why don't I list down of what problems that I've been thru lately...^^

1. Accused and being made as public enemy, weirdo, d*****s (sorry, can't curse..XD), bad person to meet especially gals from people in my uni.

2. Pressure of failure, of what i'm unable to achieve and letting people down.

3. Unable to accept the fact for things that happened or being in the state of denial.

4. People double-crossing me....

5. People butt-ing in my agenda and sometimes ruinning it at the same time...

6. Meeting someone who tries to be the best at both sides with a different motive than what I see...aka Two Face

Well, that about how many that i can remember...haha

The above of what I had mentioned i believe many of you had also went thru the exact same thing as I do. At that time when I was having these problems, I used to feel very down, which includes asking myself several 'whys'....
After going thru all these....what i can say is.. SNAP OUT OF THOSE NONSENSE THINGS...just snap out or you will be stranded forever in this 'sea' of society... I almost got stranded out there without any life line.... I used to feel so down to the point I even think that my family members weren't helping when they had been my source of support for such a long time...many life line had been thrown to me during those times but I've just rejected it... Scared that I would be a burden to them.... But if you are burden to you family members, then why would they ever bare you ever since you were born? think about it^^

As for the other parts that had gotta do with human relationships, like betrayal and etc etc. 1 sentence that I've learnt some where... "Forgive and forget for they have done and change"...I know many would resolve to anger or even go for the last resorts like hiting people, and some would even commit suicide...(to those who do things like what I mentioned like mocking, accussing people and caused them to commit suicide...ethically, aren't you commiting a murder? Think about it if you really did one...and think from the other view when you are the one who got back-fired?)

Yes, just forgive and forget....just move on with your life when ever there is an obstacles....find your most trusted person...talk to them a bout it...and never reject any help from others...you aren't alone...I believe no matter who you are and what is your identity...there will always be someone beside you...if you don't...hehe...I don't mind lending an ear and opening my hands to lend a helping hand...^^ Like one chinese saying..."When you fall, pick yourself up and keep going, never to look back into the past of failures and mistakes but learn to receive, absorb, and change"^^

That's all for now....kinda busy these days till I was unable to keep up with blogging and composing my stories...all left hangging.. XP But anyhow...JA~NE~~~^^

Uni and its various inhabitants

2008-05-08T08:00:00.000-07:00

Hi-sa-shi-bud-thi....thats the first thing i start saying when i meet up with my last schoolmates... It has really been a long time since i met them... Today I went out to get my laptop to check...seems like it's hard disk really 'died' liao.... T.T my datas.... really make me wanna cry nia.... anyway, today i brought Teck Khiam, who used to be my ex-schoolmate during my Form 6 years...we even went to Penang together last time.... Nice of him to tag along... but speaking bout' the topic, yeah we pratically talked to each other bout the kind life that we are going through all this while...the most that we've talked about is not the best party that joined, not which one of us gets the best gal, but the kinds of people that we met during campus life...

The list of the types of people that we've meet so far:
1. The selfish only wants benefit for themselves type
2. The sabotage type
3. The ones who wanna just 'stab' you for the sake of doing so
4. The type that influence people to do their dirty jobs

There many more but I couldn't remember much...hehe..pai seh...but anyway it seems like most of us ended up meeting the same type of people around us...typical eh.... But anyway this post ain't the post on how to handle such persons but more like letting you know that such a person exists...no matter how far into the society you go into...^^

Well so far i've really met that much kinds of people.... at times it really hurts me for knowing people like them but then its also a part of growing in this society^^

What i can say is...endure...you don't have to be them to win them at times....patients is virtue.... haha..over-thinking liao...very tired....don't want my holidays to end up being angry wif people rite? XD

So to those who wanna get rid of being 'destroyed' by them..just endure n you will save yourself from almost anything n learn to grow^^

Argh!!! MEB...YAY!! Last Paper!!!

2008-05-03T09:26:00.000-07:00

Hey...this is another post about the finals that i'm going thru this time of year and this semester... I'm quite happy that this sem is almost over, just the final piece of paper to get thru with... Very happy that is the last paper...but the thing is...MEB.... the following are pictures that will show you my condition....

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D.E......

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D.E.A.D......

That's rite.... DEAD... hahaha...wanna noe the reason? Here it is...

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M.E....

M.E.B...

Yes....Its MEB.... Metabolic Biochemistry..... OMG so much reactions to memorize.... but what to do.....just hav to fo it ba..^^ Last paper.... I will strive on to the very last minute with this paper...^^ then HOLIDAY!!!! XD By then, MISSION KAN-IRIU!!! XD

Some random things that i drew when I'm bored of studying a bit...hehe

Link of this blogspot...hehe...

Another blogspot which i'm associated with....one of the pioneers of that blog...hehe....to UTARian..must check out o...^^v

OMG!!! I'm TAGGED???!!!!

2008-05-03T08:13:00.000-07:00

OMG!!! Kena Tagged again...looks like i really have to do it....Sorry Winney...I noe u Tagged me long time ago...give me some time k...I'll post ur's soon... hehe... Well... let's see da questions and see wat i answered k... ^.^

1. At what age do you wish to get marry?
At first if was very, very illogical....till i get my research done...but now I think i'll stick back to reality like wat all this blog is all about...reality....Let me think...below the age of 35 i guess..

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or girlfriend
Sorry Kelvin...have to change the question...lol... Well lets see...though girlfriend is much more important but i'll make things as even as possible...like how i've been maintaining all these...not really successful but i strive to make things better...^^

3. Who is the person you trust the most?
haha...totally different from Kelvin...I kinda trust 2 person in my life now....^^...both as equally important

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
haha...i think...i lost this confidence in me once....will never lose it again...

5. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
to able to gain enough knowledge to cure people around me from diseases dat once grabbed someone influencial enough to me...

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
LOL...law of light in physics r Kelvin...lol.... XD well...look at it...as long v imagine, the rainbow will always be thr, like hope n future too....wat v need is a strong heart and determination to obtain wat v want... if it exist in u, to u, for u...then it shall be thr...

7. What is your goal for this year?
get myself better...to obtain wat i need in order to get closer to my dream

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
Do you believe in reincarnation then? if you do then eternity love shall be thr

9. Have you broken someone heart that she/he tried to commit suicide?
not that i noe of....i may not be mean to do such a thing..but sometimes my kindness does do such a thing, well...just heart broken....

10. What feeling do you love most?
the feeling of my existance in public's eyes...as someone who i am n not da one being said thru rumors...

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
requirements r not needed....search thru ur heart n seek for the one you love...if its me then dat is all i need...

12.Have you ever hated someone very deeply before?
'hate' was something i erased partially away from my 'dictionary'...lol....

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yes....anyone is a fren....no matter to them i'm a fren or a foe....as long u dont hurt me or anyone beside me dat is....

14. Do you believe in GOD?
yes....well...i'm still a human...i will believe as it is....the All Mighty One...

15. What do you think is the most important thing in in your life?
Every single one around me....

16. Who cares for you the most?
my family, n those who trusted me for my believes and also my views

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
who is dear to me

18. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
regret is one thing dat i learn to grow strong from....n still learning to grow on....but i dont just grieve over regret...

19. IF time were to rewind, will you want it to be?
a better person...but if too much i'll probably be back in my mom's womb or even as part of my dad's sperm and my mom's ovum....lol XD

20. What will you do if your mums gives u anything you want?
I'll probably be spoiled like mad....now itself i'm already half spoiled which has caused my mom lots of trouble...sry dat i always increase on spending...i'm so sry....but i'm trying my best...

Instructions:Remove one question from below,and add in your personal question.Make it a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people.List them out at the end of the post.Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged.Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all :D

1.Yong
2.Paul
3.Belle
4.Yeori
5.Apple Wey Wey
6.William Ang
7.Winney
8.Stephalicious Stephy.. XD

FINALS!! I declare war upon you!!!

2008-04-23T23:16:00.000-07:00

ARGH!!! Finals....kinda depressing when u found out you know nothing about the coming paper that is coming as if Goliath as come into your campus and you're suppose to be Jason, just that this time you're being whack down to bits and pieces. 0.0"

So you know, i decided blog a little and even took some pics of what happen when people like forgets things that suppose to be in my memory ever since Form 6.

The date of the paper....TMR!!! OMG.....*panic*

Trying to concentrate...concentrating....

Still trying to concentrate.....

And concentrating......

Scratching me head...still concentrating...

ARGH!!! What is this???!!!!

!!!!!!!

*BANG* hit my head on the table.... HeLp~~~!

These are what 'killed' me....

break with a pack of Twisties...sorry Kit-Kat, i had you yesterday....haha...so today, have a break, have a Twisties... XD

Yeah...back to work.... 'Work, Work' (imitate peons in the game, Warcraft III)

Seriously, its really stressful especially you're having goals to reach, and you were given high hopes from various parties...I remember when i was resting yesterday, i watched Hellsing.... Not Van Hellsing, but the japanese anime, Hellsing. Its the 4th OVA that i watch...to some its really gory but then to me its fine if you understand the histories of Count Dracula. This anime's main character was actually who we known as Count Dracula, just that this time his name have been altered and had his body went thru some changes from his abilities. The No-Life King. His name? Alucard. (Ironic isn't it, the total reverse spelling for Dracula). In this anime, he has a rival...I mean till now the only word i can use is the word rival for this person. His name? Paladin Father Alexander Anderson. According to the anime, he is from the Vatican's Secret Section XIII, namely Iscariot, a trump card of the Vatican, under the command of his superior, Maxwell, to get ready for a war between the man and monsters.... Under the name of the Greek God of War, MARS. After hearing that, he got into a trance and got himself hyped up for battle, shouting the word, MARS!!!!

Now its my turn....MARS!!!!!! under the name of the famous Greek's God of War....MARS!!!! Finals!!! I declare war upon you!!! MARS!!!!! haha...i shall 'fight' you with the very bits of my knowledge... Beware....Muahahaha (The effects of having enough pressure and stress to turn me into this way...haha...)

So long for now....i have to get back to my studies liao...jaa!!

First post on Blogger

2008-04-23T05:49:00.000-07:00

Wassup^^ first time on Blogger.com....hehe...i remember it used to call blogspot.com n now Blogger...lol....

Maybe some of you would notice dat this blog page is called "Point Blank of Reality"... I'm actually thinking of expressing my thoughts bout the world and the society around me... explaining wat i've experienced so far as a youth and even try to help people understand bout how the society goes around wif my experience so far... giving advice n as a good listener (i consider myself a great listener like some would address me.. ><) to problem is wat i aim to help ppl. I'm not here to reveal the 'spots' of reality dat is hidden from us but just to make some things clear to those who is having problem in understanding the society....and if i dont hav a good solution? Lets learn to get thru this problem together^^

Having finals now...and weird thing is i'm blogging...lol but dont think wanna let this blog be empty....anyway ja! more to come soon^^