Reality SUX!!!

'REALITY SUX!!!!!!' Don't anyone just hates it that way....many people at least at a point will actually hate their own life till they really wanna give up... well....i can't really deny that i've had this kind of thinking before....but since i'm able to survive up till now (which i used to think that it's a miracle for me...wahaha XD), so i shall share a little of how to make your life a little more better than what you're experiencing now^^ Don't get me wrong...i'm not giving advice nor instructions on how to live on your life...i'm just merely telling you my side of the story and hope that you are able to get something from it^^

hmmm...how shall I start then....why don't I list down of what problems that I've been thru lately...^^

1. Accused and being made as public enemy, weirdo, d*****s (sorry, can't curse..XD), bad person to meet especially gals from people in my uni.

2. Pressure of failure, of what i'm unable to achieve and letting people down.

3. Unable to accept the fact for things that happened or being in the state of denial.

4. People double-crossing me....

5. People butt-ing in my agenda and sometimes ruinning it at the same time...

6. Meeting someone who tries to be the best at both sides with a different motive than what I see...aka Two Face

Well, that about how many that i can remember...haha

The above of what I had mentioned i believe many of you had also went thru the exact same thing as I do. At that time when I was having these problems, I used to feel very down, which includes asking myself several 'whys'....
After going thru all these....what i can say is.. SNAP OUT OF THOSE NONSENSE THINGS...just snap out or you will be stranded forever in this 'sea' of society... I almost got stranded out there without any life line.... I used to feel so down to the point I even think that my family members weren't helping when they had been my source of support for such a long time...many life line had been thrown to me during those times but I've just rejected it... Scared that I would be a burden to them.... But if you are burden to you family members, then why would they ever bare you ever since you were born? think about it^^

As for the other parts that had gotta do with human relationships, like betrayal and etc etc. 1 sentence that I've learnt some where... "Forgive and forget for they have done and change"...I know many would resolve to anger or even go for the last resorts like hiting people, and some would even commit suicide...(to those who do things like what I mentioned like mocking, accussing people and caused them to commit suicide...ethically, aren't you commiting a murder? Think about it if you really did one...and think from the other view when you are the one who got back-fired?)

Yes, just forgive and forget....just move on with your life when ever there is an obstacles....find your most trusted person...talk to them a bout it...and never reject any help from others...you aren't alone...I believe no matter who you are and what is your identity...there will always be someone beside you...if you don't...hehe...I don't mind lending an ear and opening my hands to lend a helping hand...^^ Like one chinese saying..."When you fall, pick yourself up and keep going, never to look back into the past of failures and mistakes but learn to receive, absorb, and change"^^

That's all for now....kinda busy these days till I was unable to keep up with blogging and composing my stories...all left hangging.. XP But anyhow...JA~NE~~~^^

Uni and its various inhabitants

Hi-sa-shi-bud-thi....thats the first thing i start saying when i meet up with my last schoolmates... It has really been a long time since i met them... Today I went out to get my laptop to check...seems like it's hard disk really 'died' liao.... T.T my datas.... really make me wanna cry nia.... anyway, today i brought Teck Khiam, who used to be my ex-schoolmate during my Form 6 years...we even went to Penang together last time.... Nice of him to tag along... but speaking bout' the topic, yeah we pratically talked to each other bout the kind life that we are going through all this while...the most that we've talked about is not the best party that joined, not which one of us gets the best gal, but the kinds of people that we met during campus life...

The list of the types of people that we've meet so far:
1. The selfish only wants benefit for themselves type
2. The sabotage type
3. The ones who wanna just 'stab' you for the sake of doing so
4. The type that influence people to do their dirty jobs

There many more but I couldn't remember much...hehe..pai seh...but anyway it seems like most of us ended up meeting the same type of people around us...typical eh.... But anyway this post ain't the post on how to handle such persons but more like letting you know that such a person exists...no matter how far into the society you go into...^^

Well so far i've really met that much kinds of people.... at times it really hurts me for knowing people like them but then its also a part of growing in this society^^

What i can say is...endure...you don't have to be them to win them at times....patients is virtue.... haha..over-thinking liao...very tired....don't want my holidays to end up being angry wif people rite? XD

So to those who wanna get rid of being 'destroyed' by them..just endure n you will save yourself from almost anything n learn to grow^^

Argh!!! MEB...YAY!! Last Paper!!!

Hey...this is another post about the finals that i'm going thru this time of year and this semester... I'm quite happy that this sem is almost over, just the final piece of paper to get thru with... Very happy that is the last paper...but the thing is...MEB.... the following are pictures that will show you my condition....

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That's rite.... DEAD... hahaha...wanna noe the reason? Here it is...

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M.E.B...

Yes....Its MEB.... Metabolic Biochemistry..... OMG so much reactions to memorize.... but what to do.....just hav to fo it ba..^^ Last paper.... I will strive on to the very last minute with this paper...^^ then HOLIDAY!!!! XD By then, MISSION KAN-IRIU!!! XD

Some random things that i drew when I'm bored of studying a bit...hehe

Link of this blogspot...hehe...

Another blogspot which i'm associated with....one of the pioneers of that blog...hehe....to UTARian..must check out o...^^v

OMG!!! I'm TAGGED???!!!!

OMG!!! Kena Tagged again...looks like i really have to do it....Sorry Winney...I noe u Tagged me long time ago...give me some time k...I'll post ur's soon... hehe... Well... let's see da questions and see wat i answered k... ^.^

1. At what age do you wish to get marry?
At first if was very, very illogical....till i get my research done...but now I think i'll stick back to reality like wat all this blog is all about...reality....Let me think...below the age of 35 i guess..

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or girlfriend
Sorry Kelvin...have to change the question...lol... Well lets see...though girlfriend is much more important but i'll make things as even as possible...like how i've been maintaining all these...not really successful but i strive to make things better...^^

3. Who is the person you trust the most?
haha...totally different from Kelvin...I kinda trust 2 person in my life now....^^...both as equally important

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
haha...i think...i lost this confidence in me once....will never lose it again...

5. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
to able to gain enough knowledge to cure people around me from diseases dat once grabbed someone influencial enough to me...

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
LOL...law of light in physics r Kelvin...lol.... XD well...look at it...as long v imagine, the rainbow will always be thr, like hope n future too....wat v need is a strong heart and determination to obtain wat v want... if it exist in u, to u, for u...then it shall be thr...

7. What is your goal for this year?
get myself better...to obtain wat i need in order to get closer to my dream

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
Do you believe in reincarnation then? if you do then eternity love shall be thr

9. Have you broken someone heart that she/he tried to commit suicide?
not that i noe of....i may not be mean to do such a thing..but sometimes my kindness does do such a thing, well...just heart broken....

10. What feeling do you love most?
the feeling of my existance in public's eyes...as someone who i am n not da one being said thru rumors...

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
requirements r not needed....search thru ur heart n seek for the one you love...if its me then dat is all i need...

12.Have you ever hated someone very deeply before?
'hate' was something i erased partially away from my 'dictionary'...lol....

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yes....anyone is a fren....no matter to them i'm a fren or a foe....as long u dont hurt me or anyone beside me dat is....

14. Do you believe in GOD?
yes....well...i'm still a human...i will believe as it is....the All Mighty One...

15. What do you think is the most important thing in in your life?
Every single one around me....

16. Who cares for you the most?
my family, n those who trusted me for my believes and also my views

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 5 words.
who is dear to me

18. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
regret is one thing dat i learn to grow strong from....n still learning to grow on....but i dont just grieve over regret...

19. IF time were to rewind, will you want it to be?
a better person...but if too much i'll probably be back in my mom's womb or even as part of my dad's sperm and my mom's ovum....lol XD

20. What will you do if your mums gives u anything you want?
I'll probably be spoiled like mad....now itself i'm already half spoiled which has caused my mom lots of trouble...sry dat i always increase on spending...i'm so sry....but i'm trying my best...

Instructions:Remove one question from below,and add in your personal question.Make it a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people.List them out at the end of the post.Notify them in their cbox that they've been tagged.Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all :D

1.Yong
2.Paul
3.Belle
4.Yeori
5.Apple Wey Wey
6.William Ang
7.Winney
8.Stephalicious Stephy.. XD