Reality SUX!!!

'REALITY SUX!!!!!!' Don't anyone just hates it that way....many people at least at a point will actually hate their own life till they really wanna give up... well....i can't really deny that i've had this kind of thinking before....but since i'm able to survive up till now (which i used to think that it's a miracle for me...wahaha XD), so i shall share a little of how to make your life a little more better than what you're experiencing now^^ Don't get me wrong...i'm not giving advice nor instructions on how to live on your life...i'm just merely telling you my side of the story and hope that you are able to get something from it^^

hmmm...how shall I start then....why don't I list down of what problems that I've been thru lately...^^

1. Accused and being made as public enemy, weirdo, d*****s (sorry, can't curse..XD), bad person to meet especially gals from people in my uni.

2. Pressure of failure, of what i'm unable to achieve and letting people down.

3. Unable to accept the fact for things that happened or being in the state of denial.

4. People double-crossing me....

5. People butt-ing in my agenda and sometimes ruinning it at the same time...

6. Meeting someone who tries to be the best at both sides with a different motive than what I see...aka Two Face

Well, that about how many that i can remember...haha

The above of what I had mentioned i believe many of you had also went thru the exact same thing as I do. At that time when I was having these problems, I used to feel very down, which includes asking myself several 'whys'....
After going thru all these....what i can say is.. SNAP OUT OF THOSE NONSENSE THINGS...just snap out or you will be stranded forever in this 'sea' of society... I almost got stranded out there without any life line.... I used to feel so down to the point I even think that my family members weren't helping when they had been my source of support for such a long time...many life line had been thrown to me during those times but I've just rejected it... Scared that I would be a burden to them.... But if you are burden to you family members, then why would they ever bare you ever since you were born? think about it^^

As for the other parts that had gotta do with human relationships, like betrayal and etc etc. 1 sentence that I've learnt some where... "Forgive and forget for they have done and change"...I know many would resolve to anger or even go for the last resorts like hiting people, and some would even commit suicide...(to those who do things like what I mentioned like mocking, accussing people and caused them to commit suicide...ethically, aren't you commiting a murder? Think about it if you really did one...and think from the other view when you are the one who got back-fired?)

Yes, just forgive and forget....just move on with your life when ever there is an obstacles....find your most trusted person...talk to them a bout it...and never reject any help from others...you aren't alone...I believe no matter who you are and what is your identity...there will always be someone beside you...if you don't...hehe...I don't mind lending an ear and opening my hands to lend a helping hand...^^ Like one chinese saying..."When you fall, pick yourself up and keep going, never to look back into the past of failures and mistakes but learn to receive, absorb, and change"^^

That's all for now....kinda busy these days till I was unable to keep up with blogging and composing my stories...all left hangging.. XP But anyhow...JA~NE~~~^^